The energetic scapegoat unconsciously takes on the shadow of others.
The second force can be understood in terms of opposition, struggle, intentional suffering, and is experienced as a phenomenon that pushes against an affirming or active force. It may be implemented by us in the form of work on oneself or it can come from the outside in the form of conscious shocks. There are […]
Many of you may be following the awareness school adventures of our new land, seeing posts about the permaculture experts helping us and all that we are up to. Many stories and deeper insights have emerged from this summer, especially from my time alone. My “vision quest” was not at all what one imagines a […]
I recently had a three day retreat alone in the woods and experienced deep fear within myself rising to the surface. I felt as though the land was assisting with this release in a rather mysterious way. I have not experienced fear like this in a very long time. It was as if I had […]
Part of my work in the world is to strive toward honesty and humility and to take responsibility for my actions. This means owning up where the owning up is due. It means working in relationships to permeate my own fortress of fear. It encompasses being able to actually see what someone else is seeing […]
I am observing similar themes among the students in the Awareness School these past few weeks. Self-doubt and unworthiness are arising in many varied circumstances. Each person is learning to struggle with their reactions stemming from this. Your reactions serve as a reality check. They may come in waves of fear that you are […]