Molly’s Blog

We Are Not Our Thoughts

We have been told over and over that we are not our thoughts, but we don’t know how "not to be our thoughts”. And so, we go on the relentless task of changing our thoughts by controlling them, directing them, and making them be what we consider appropriate and “good”....

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What Total Burnout Means

  I have found myself wandering around in a daze this summer knowing exactly why I have been in  burnout. How could I have possibly held what I was holding this last year as the awareness school grew. Once I decided to take a little time off, it was then that I...

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The Guide Has Spoken

  I am checking in remotely this week. I haven't been home for a while. I haven't had internet and I am slowed down..,on purpose. My senses have awakened like never before, not just the regular five but the sixth, seventh and possibly the 8th which I at this...

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Taking Responsibility

Part of my work in the world is to strive toward honesty and humility and to take responsibility for my actions. This means owning up where the owning up is due. It means working in relationships to permeate my own fortress of fear. It encompasses being able to...

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The Study Of Unworthiness

  I am observing similar themes among the students in the Awareness School these past few weeks. Self-doubt and unworthiness are arising in many varied circumstances. Each person is learning to struggle with their reactions stemming from this. Your reactions...

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Our Work Serves A Greater Purpose

We have everything to gain from our inner work and it also serves a greater purpose. This may give some of us hope and meaning where there wasn’t any. We know things are off. Things feel frenetic and chaotic in the collective. We all share this but there are few who...

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Our Work, Hyparxis, and The Higher Centers

Entering Higher Centers and experiencing states of hyparxis require diligent work on our part. It is where the real work of repairing the past and preparing the future can begin. Hyparxis is a term J. G. Bennett used to refer to a realm outside of time and space. This...

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A Portal Of Understanding

The present moment is a portal of Understanding, ripe with possibility and potential. Through it, I can enter a world of hazard in the form of pure potentiality and access what was previously inaccessible. In other words,the present moment brings about choice. Divine...

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A Summary For Reading Energetic Types

I have now written a series on five predominant energetic coping mechanisms that work in both the seen and unseen worlds. They are patterns that work within us, not only in times of stress, but as habitual unconscious modes of living. As we wake up more and more...

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The Right To Safety

The next pattern in this series on energetic coping mechanisms concerns itself with the right to safety. If at some point in our development, our safety felt threatened, we develop the pattern of energetically “fearing for our life”.  This may have occurred from...

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The Rigid Energetic Pattern

  The rigid energetic pattern is a coping mechanism resulting from the stage of development between six and eight years old, when our will begins to come in contact with the outer world. Children learn about the rules of social conduct, and roles that people...

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The Energetic Right To Space

When our right to space and our right to say no is constantly overrun in childhood, we have the resulting “masochistic energy pattern”. It involves the suppression of will and desire at a time when the ability to negotiate is just being developed. The body center is...

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Energetic Manners and The Search For Love

  What do energetic manners have to do with the search for love? Because all of our energetic coping mechanisms are a result of some developmental stage in which our needs weren’t met, it stands to reason that when we are not nourished properly, we continually...

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